The reason.

A side of me that you don't know. And I wish you could know.
There's many things I wish I didn't do. I never meant to do the things to you.
So I wish you could know. That I just want you to know.
I've found a reason for me, to change that I used to be.
A reason to start over new and the reason is You.


I am sorry that I hurt you.
I wish I could take it all away.
I am not a perfect person and I continue learning to love you.
That's why I need you to hear.


A reason for all that I do.
And the reason is You.

A fight with thousand of NO's

The love that you shown out without any selfishness and secretive to your mom. I need this.
What's the love from you to me ? You compared between me and you. Selective listener of your own chosen words from the sentence I've told. I am jealous, but you can't see. I am hurt and you don't know. Family outing always making you happy even you don't want to go at the very first point. And that's the thing I care about ! You don't know. I won't say. That's my way of living. You don't understand me that's why argument and quarrel appeared in our life. Sorry for not wiping away your tears anymore, sorry for not hugging you anymore. I'm sorry for all. Crying and hurting can't make me wiping or hugging. No one know.

P/s argument and quarrel will just continue happening if nothing have been taken action.