You're the one I wish to be with...

To part as friends, I failed to let feelings show
Those times we spent together is all that I can think about
If you knew what hides beneath my smile
(It's you)

Fight me and not mine...

Living in a immoral world

Living in a insecure world

Living in a iniquitous world

No matter how strong

No matter how tough

No matter how sturdy

I am. I still lose.

Stranger,

I ain't cursing you !

I wish the best for you.

Your judgement will come one day !

You'll totally regret for the thing you've done !

Be prepared if you wanna be evil in this world.

You'll definitely need to disburse more than YOUR LIFE !

Please think twice who you wanna BE !

P/s If you appear in front of me again, I will definitely will PUNCH YOU.

F*** Off, Stranger !

Open the eyes of my heart

Make me say out my love

Dare to make me be yours

Let me listen to your heart

Get to know that you love me 

Comply the promises you keep

Doink ! Don't you know I long to be yours !

我喜欢上你了啦 ! >(@@)<

You've no RIGHT to take it away !

You never think about the students !

You never know what's the meaning of "student" !

You never understand what student needs !

You never stand for student's right !

Seriously, you have no qualification to be the head of department !

Don't you think you're too over for this changes ??

You taking away our precious student's weekend

You sending us to hospital for theory

You putting us under shift and tagging with staff nurses

We aren't a qualification staff nurse

It's so unfair we've to bear the stress 

that staff nurses have !

It's so unfair we've no weekend

to spend our time at all !

It's so unfair we've to tag with staff nurses

Staff nurses ≠ clinical instructors !!

The difference between a student and a worker is

HOLIDAYS and WEEKEND ! 

Other company worker they've their holiday in weekend !

Don't try to use us like a worker 

because YOU never pay us at all !

I am a student of the UNIVERSITY so

I do not agree to have my theory classes @ hospital !

Do not try to make it like last time nursing school did

because now is 21st Century 2012 ! 

AND you do not live at your PAST TENSE anymore ! 

Wake up, NOW is NOW ! 

Stop comparing between Old times !

It's nothing to do with HOSPITAL POLICY ! 

POLICY = just rules with words made by HUMAN !

It's nothing to do with EXPERIENCE !

If we learned, we practiced with our enthuthiasm 

and we've skill & knowledge 

I believe that we'll have the EXPERIENCE !

Open up your mind 

Open up your heart

LISTEN TO US.

I please not to ruin my nursing life

I please let us back to NORMAL like we did last time

I please to understand us.

YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO TAKE AWAY WITHOUT OUR PERMISSION !

Indeed, WEEKEND is belong to students !

my 2011 background

Memories (happiness,joyfulness, blissfulness)
Hardships (peoples, temptations, tests)
Feelings ( love, joy, sorrow)


I stood up and walked alone sometimes.
I hide myself and disappear in public.
I learnt a lot through the pain I had.


The peoples I met
The problems I resolved
The pain I endured


Thankful for my family back me up
Thankful for Lord Jesus loving me always
Thankful for sending angels around me
Thankful for those specials who accepted me

Currently, slowly my life filling up with color
because of those specials.
Hey, I love ya... My Hope now here.2012 :)

简简单单是我要的

不等待不期待的我

不嫉妒不介意的我

真正心会微笑的我

很自然

很轻松

很幸福

很简单

我要当这样的我。

I am foolish.

do i feel something special inside of you ?

do i know what you really think of me ?

i just can't deny what feels so right.

when it comes to you, whatever i do,

love always play the part of fool.

dare i follow my heart ?

should i just follow my heart ?

i can't say i love you & i can't say i don't.