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Hello, how have you been my dear ? Just a simple Hello and I don't think I can convey this to you. Stranger become the someone important in our life and that someone become a stranger again. The power of love does that. Just realize I have never been updating my blog, maybe that period of time me and you were in a very comfort stable relationship till we don't have any sparkle left.    

电话那一头的你，说也许我们该各退一步
电话这一边的我，眼泪悄悄流出却不想哭

这场爱情，是不是一开始就是错误
为了什么我们固执的坚持换来却只有痛苦

跌跌撞撞这一条爱情路，我们看到的只有荒芜
辛辛苦苦跟随你的脚步，等待我们的不是幸福

你的幸福都跟我无关
我该庆幸还是该背叛

一碰到雨天 爱就会打散

能不能別這樣放棄　能不能就放開自己
海浪穿透我的傷心　請聽一聽愛的聲音

Recently, few songs bring back the memories that belong to us. I know I have been the badass that do not deserve love but yet you my dear have been loving me for so much. The reason for breaking up is because I am afraid of can't keep the promise to commit with you anymore, and I know how hurtful it can be. I don't wish to hurt someone I love, this is why I left. Do remember always, ee ling loves you. I go, because I love you. If ever I can control time, I wish I can make things in a better way. Now I know the difference between like and love. 

Like comes with feeling, Love comes with sacrifices. Thanks a lot my dear, for your sacrifices and fought for me always. I will wait... ... 

Finally here come another argument, I thought that it won't happen again since it's almost 2 years anniversary.
What is love and what do you give in for your lover ?
I bet everyone will give the best of the best for your lover even you will think of the future of giving your partner a HOME and a FAMILY.
I just want to let my dear to know, if you do your best I bet you will give me a HOME a Family.
Because Love always is the strongest motivation in this world.
I LOVE you that's why I want you to be a stronger person, a successful person which I want to see you to be a SISTER a MANAGER or a boss. It will be so glad to see your partner to be a successful person.
I should have know that, there is one day you will have a volcano burst off about not pampering you.
Yan Wei is my history of life. Password wasn't mean I still love her.
It's just a numbers. Why must I erase away my history. It's my story of life.
You can't take it as in You don't love my life.
No future no planning no aim no objective.
There's no couple will love all these except playboy and womanizer.
It's only one day off, and yet I still wanna go home. HOME
How desperately i want to be with you, you can said its only one day off.
But I love you, thats why i don care either one day or one hour.
How well do you know me ?
If and only IF, perhaps there will not have any fight.
Letting go is the best because we both not suitable.
Stay is a choice, but fight doesn't end.

The day has come.

3 years. Fast or Slow ? A blink of eyes, here comes to another chapter of my life.
Time flies. It's time for a small little girl to be a strong lady out there to face all circumstances.
CHONG EE LING. Think positively, you still can come back HOME as long as you want.
You know you can do this. For the sake of God, You will be great. HE will always guide and lead you to the best. My objective is to earn money to take over the responsibility from my parents.

I believe, the God of the world is fair. When we got what we wanted, surely God will take away something.
The world is round, no matter how far we are, we will still back to the same point. My career is a registered nurse. CHONG EE LING Believe yourself, you can make a different. :)

Dearest families, wait me to be back with honor. Pain is temporary but the pride is forever. I will be good. You guys, Must always remember to take good care. 

为何人总是看人看得那么肤浅？

叫你离开就是不爱你？

不想和你吵架，

不想我们再受伤，

这是不爱你了吗？

我怀疑了，难得是我的大日子，你又为我想过吗？

伤害了我的心，一次又一次。

我，总有一天，会离开的。

你，总有一天，会留下的。

你说分手.

有多少爱可以重来，有多少人愿意等待？
说过的话不能后悔，爱情都是骗人的吗？
温柔的对待改掉了，若言是善意的谎言！
童话故事都是骗人，家庭永远胜任爱人！
期待你发现我的爱，我自然而然的关怀。
不被珍惜所有付出，分开是你回答的话。
错过机会不再会有，爱的转角遇见了谁？
是否不让我们流泪，幸福不再与我跟随。
我们每段痴情苦恋，只剩下怀恋的回忆。
静关上门默数的泪，只能够拥抱的背影。
我和你再也回不去从前的热情恋爱关系。

Unfairness is happening

Family.
A problem comes, as a family should settle it  together.
It's not about blaming, it's not about quarreling, it's not about saying a person fault.
FAMILY carries a lot of meaning, it's more than having the same blood with the same DNA.
Have you done your part? You are protecting your father and mother but did you settle problem?
No, you didn't my dear. You as the eldest in the family, you as a sister, you are very good in obedient to parents and protecting them very well. But did you settle your younger little sister's problem? As you keep pushing one whole mountain of invisible STRESS towards her without you knowing. You said your sister EQ low, don't you the same? Scolding people without looking at yourself ! HEY ! Wake up man ! Stop judging to anyone! Stop hurting! As a eldest brother, another young man caring about the family policy without settling the problem. Have you all find out why your little sister will run away ? You said STRESS is given by ourself ? How sure are you ? What kind of research show about it ? 


Stress

A word stress defined as body's reaction to a change that require a physical, mental or emotional adjustment or response. Stress is a situation for you to move on for an adjustment. It's due to pressure and tension by the "stress causing factors". FACTORS can't be ourselves. A human being is not defined as a situation ! So stop saying your lovely sister EQ low ! She is clever, that's why she move on for an adjustment. You guys as a FAMILY MEMBERS seriously disappointed to her. Can't you see, she is stress due to you guys ? She is stress because of you guys didn't settle the problem with her and blaming her. UNFAIR ! Except blood related, there's no meaning of a FAMILY you guys have sacrifice for her. You guys did nothing good.

LOVE.

It's an intense feeling of deep affection. Love is patient, love is kind, it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no records of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoice with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves. Love never fails. THIS IS LOVE. As family should consist all these. HAVE YOU ALL DONE THESE TO HER ? You guys do not proud of her, keep recording the wrongs, do not rejoice the truth (me), always easily angered and then BLAMING comes back. Please don't simply say LOVE if you're not doing all these. 




Respect.
A simple moral definition about this is -> A feeling of deep admiration for someone or something elicited by their abilities. Before people respect you, you must respect people. So that others will do the same to you. This is how world goes around comes around with the same culture even though it's 21century now. Before a judgement make, please look at yourself. As a 28 years old girl, send a message without informing who are you and straight goes into a anger with blaming scolding words. In a mature thought, it's a respectful to me? Should I pay you the respect? NO ! Because I don't deserve it at all ! A word FUCK OFF is simply bring a meaning go away ! It's not rude enough,if I wanted to be rude to you,I will rather to choose FUCK YOU IDIOT !



EMOTIONAL, INFLUENCE and MATURE.

Here is my opinion, I am not a wizard. I don't control people's emotion. She has a mind, she 22 years old working lady, she an adult, she knows what's her thinking. She knows her limit more than you or me. Besides that, if I influence her, this simply means that she agreed my pattern that's why she followed my way. A human being will not follow with a rational behind it. INFLUENCE people is not easy anyway. If it's easy, I could be the next Prime Minister. Mature thinking will think about future and consequence and to work out fully in the mind. This is what we called as mature. We cannot said people are immature just because we don't have the same mindset with you. And we don't judge people are immature just because being rude to you. Mature is a meaning of fully development of physical and the mind can be worked out fully. 


P/s : YOU 28 years old woman, do not knowing the situation straight came to me with fierce and anger judging me being rude and childish, how much you expect me to pay you back? And I sincerely hope you guys will read this message. Love is not a mistake. Try to accept who she is. World is not big, life brief's candle. Short life should goes with quality memories. Please be more consider. Stop hurting people around you, love you and acceptance is the most importance.

Lover VS Family. Results is LOSER.

You chose to pack your things and went off early in the morning.

But you can't come back for me early in the morning.

You said you need to accompany them for breakfast.

If and only if you remember, you promise me will left at 0700 in the morning.

If still remember, that day I also didn't take any breakfast.

I cried once you closed the door.

I wish you could open the door once again just for me.

But at last, disappointment for me. Hope too much for love?

Am i ? Just a little too over ? 

You said you're tired and fed up.

You wish to die.

I am just so nobody.

Thanks for your information.

A promise is meant to be broken ? 

Listen a promise but don't keep a promise ?

Lastly, heart is alone. Lastly, hurt is with me.

I am just a lover, forever will not be important as your family.